Hell Week..!!

Salam..

Now, I feel like my feet is not in the ground anymore.!! Getting tired with all this..!!  I have to meet the deadline of assignment + Test + Quizzes.. Huhhh..!!! I need some strength.. I need to regain my power.. Cepat laaa Khamis nie berlalu pergi.. SS dah letih nak hadap sume benda nie tanpa henti.. Sampai nak tido pun rase xtenang.. 

Im done with  MD Test.. Ntah laaa... Xtaw laaa bole perform ke x.. but the most important thing is I do it by myself... Kalo markah rendah skali pun, skurang2 nyer ia adlh atas usaha sy sndr instead of cheating in doing exam or test.. Actually thats the reason why during test, Im always looking for the front seat if possible.. Bcoz I want to free myself from it..  Mmg laaa rase geram, but then tue jalan yg dorg pilih.. Test MD td ramai gler yg bawak toyol.. Blum campur lg yg berbincang kann.. Well, evryone has their own way of thinking..  Maybe people around me might think that Im being too conservative or old-minded.. BUT that is me.. I dont want to be another person except as a SYAFIQAH SULAIMAN... Im proud to be me..

Actually, SS pegang kata ustazah Arab kesayangan SS, Pn Anida; dyer kater kamu jgn sekali-kali cube mengotorkan hati kamu dengan pkr2 yg mungkin boleh membawa kamu ke jalan yg mnyesatkan kamu sdr.. She said, based on research, ank2 akan mewarisi ilmu dan kepandaian dari ibu mereka dan akan mewarisi sikap dari bapa mereka.. Cube renungkan apee kepandaian yg anda warisi dari mak anda.. Plus, try tgk ape sikap yg kamu warisi dr bapa kamu.. Now, imgine (for girls) macam mane ank2 anda nant nak mwarisi kpandaian anda sedangkan anda sendri x pasti ape yg anda blajar dan ketahui selama nie... And for guys, xkan korg nak ank2 korg in future pun mniru jugak dalam kelas.. For sure we dont want our next generation being such a dullard person and having a -ve attitude in themself... 

Enough about that, now I need to equipped myself with necessary input for me to sit for the IFM Test.. Huh, another tough paper.. BUT i do most worry on this upcoming Monetary Test.. In fact, Im still wonder what I've learned for all this 2 month.. I need to catch up as fast as possible.. 

Mom, wish me luck..!! Im doing all this, just for u..!! Love u mom.. !! 

Dear Abah, I also doing this for u.. How I wish that u are here.. How I wish that I can share with u all my achievement...Plus, when I need person to rely on, I think of u the most.. Seriously I miss u damn muh, abah..!!! I'll keep praying for u.. I do believe that u'll be proud to having me as ur daughter in this world...
* cant continue writing since Im already crying for missing my dad..

Love u Mak..!! Love u Abah..!!