Dedicated Song...

Salamm...
Someone dedicated this song to me.. After seeing the lyrics,,, WOW..!!! I'm touched by the lyrics...but still dunno the reason why this song was dedicated to me... So, I just enjoy and feel it without knowing the real reason...
** whateva it is, it was sang by one of my favorite Family Outing members "Kim Jong Kook"...!!!


Nice song...

Another Hell Week..

Salam..
yup.. the title of this post tell evrything..

Tomorrow, i have Kemahiran Insaniah program. That one is compulsory.. Asal laaa, dekat2 nak final baru nak buat.. TENSIOn..

Oke, next wednesday tue, I have 2 tests which are MD test and Managerial Test.. The next day morning, i'll seat for Islamic Finance Test.. So, to sum up, I have 3 test next week.. owh, before lupe, i have to submit MD assignmnt on Friday..

The other week, i still have 3 more tests which are IFM, Investment and Monetary.. OMG..!!! When al l this suffer gonna end... huh..!!

Then, I guess i should cool to face all this things eventhough in da real life, I feel like want to commit suicide rite now.. Owh, NO NO cik pika... Love urself first, then Inshaallah evryone around u will love u back...
Chaiyo' pika..!!! ingt mak, abah n ur lovely family ea..

Be strong my dear,

Dear Future Husband..

Dear Future Husband, 

Assalamualaikum

I dont want to be your girlfriend. I just one to be the one you call your wife. Your presence will give me happiness. U'll be my halal prince charming.

Riding your horse of Taqwa. Holding onto the noble Quran and the Sunnah of our beloved and blessed Rasulullah SAW in ur right hand. You're worth to be wait, so I'll wait 

InshaAllah...

My heart belongs to no one in this world, I just thought I should just let you know. It belongs to Allah SWT and only Him.. You'll have to get close to Him and discover the beauty of Islam in order to find me.. After then, InshaAllah you will be part of my heart.. You will get me only through Him, Allah SWT..Im waiting for that moment.. Yeah, Im waiting...

What I'm trying to say is that WE have to devote our lives and heart to Allah SWT and his beautiful beloved Muhammad SAW in order to find each other.

I hope you're up for the journey. 

I know I am!  ♥ ^-^

Aminn,

Sanah Helwah Ya Syafiqah

Salam...
6th December 1989, I was born into this world.. Millions of thanx to my lovely mom and dad that bring me into this world.. So proud to be in this world as ur daughter..

Mak & Abah,
Thanx for ur care and love for all this while.. I do appreciate it... It just im always hoping for that both of u will always be my side along my journey..BUT, its all Gods fate.. Then I should accept evrythng that already written to me by Him.. BUT, it make me stronger to keep on living in this world..

You will never know how strong you are... Until being strong is the only choice you have...

Thanx as well to all my beloved frenz that wish for my birthday... I'll laways remeber that.. For those yg wish thru phone, SS dah save sume birthday wish anda dalam satu folder khas,oke.. I wont delete it unless my phone laa kalo buat hal kann.. Thanx guys... Plus, for those yg wish thru FB, thousand of thanx as well..
thanx to evryone..!!!

I didnt ask for a gift.. Even when u're wishing for my birthday, its more than enough for me..


p/s: for that person, if u intend to make me feel bad, I guess u already succeed in ur mission.. its not that I purposely wishing late for ur birthday... the truth is I dont know ur birthday since u want to play hide and seek with me.. 

Oke, fine.. Saya dah tua..!!!

Panas..!!!

Working in a group require ur patience a LOT..

BUT

Ombak Rindu.. :(

Salam...
Smalam 1/12/2011, all cinemas in Malaysia daah tayang crite Ombak Rindu... huaaarrrggghh..!!! Nak tgk..!!! Since SS dah bace novel tue byk kali and I really do want to see how this novel was visualize into a movie...
Novel pun dah mampu buat SS mnangis gler2, inikan movie plak kannn.. Rasenyer kalo pegy tgk movie nie, kna standby tisu byk2 nie.. xpun gebor ke.. Hahaha

Actually smalam all my classmates ade plan nak pegy tgk.. tapi disebabkan kekangan waktu since takot plak masuk klas nant, so niat murni itu terpksa dtangguhkan dulu.. BUT, yg xbestnyer tetibe class cancel last minute.. OMG..!! kalo taw klas nak cancel, mest ktorg dah berjemaah beratur pegy beli tiket.. Sabar je laaaa...

SS sgt2 nak tgk cter tue..How I wish I can be strong as Izzah and get a partner as sweet as Hariz.. Eventhough watak Hariz at da beginning agk jahat dan jahil... There's the reason that why Allah always pairing us with someone that He believe can guide us to His way... Mens and Womens complement each other... It just the matter of time for u to deserve all that things my dear Syafiqah.. So, Is there anyone out there willing to take me out for this movie..?? Urrrmmmm

Oh Ombak Rindu,

Zell Anayza's Engagement..

Taraaa..!!!!

Here comes another my best buddy engagement..!! Wahhh2, kelas kau jah..!! Cantik laa Miss Noraziana Abd Rahim niee.. Sweet lorhh.. By using theme "Red Roses"it looks really simple but yet really sweet... Dah matang akk I sorg nie.. Huhuhu... 

Huh, I guess skang nie musim org kahwin n btunang kott.. Sume dok berebut-rebut nak wat wedding n engagement.. Maybe, rather than da sampai seru, maybe bcoz of the school break skang nie kott.. So, it will be more 'meriah' bile ramai fmly members can attend the event and bring all their 'askar2'...

To akak Zana, So sorry I cant attend ur engagement..!! :-(

But I promise, ur wedding, InshaAllah saya akan datang..!! Hehehe

My best wishes for u sis,

Congratz Ms.Noraziana and Mr Hanafi..!! Hope of u will be blessed with ever lasting happiness in ur journey thru life with ur lovely fiance by ur side.. Miss you.. Luv You.. Mmmuaaaahhh..!!!

Next sape plak..?? I guess Fatin Farhan kott.. hahaha.. Untung laaaa, da ade buah hati kannn.. And as usual, I'll be the last person kot... hehehe.. Kite utamakan yg tua dahulu yerr... (sorry kak ziana)..

Nie laa muke org yg tgh berseri-seri tue:

my luvly exrum8 (TKD2003)
Fatin Farhan &
Kak Ziana

nak cincin cmnie jugak..!!!!

Menu Hari ini..

Salam..
Hari nie my mom turunkan satu ilmu masakan dyer dekat SS.. Wahhh, klas kau jahh..!! hahaha.. Actually, SS ngan adik mmg suke lauk nie.. The dish is 'Urap' a.k.a Kerabu Kelapa.. Im not sure nie masakan dri mane.. Tapi yg pasti, mmg sedap taww.. Then, kami berdua srh laa mak masakkan.. BUT, at last mak yg suruh SS masak.. Mak ajar laa cara2 masak bnda nie.. Mak main cakap jer ea.. SS buat sendiri.. Sukatan pun main agak2 jer.. Alhamdulillah, mnjadi gak.. And dapat pujian sebab mak kata sedap.. Cukup smua rase.. Hehehe (blushing)..

Nak masak bnda nie simple jeww.. Haa nie resipinyer...

Ramuan:
*1 biji bawang
* Belacan
* Bawang putih (ehm, dlm 2 ulas jer)
* Cili api merah ( ikut kepedasan msg2.. SS ltk 10 biji, so just nice.. xpedas sgt,)
* Sedikit kunyit hidup / kunyit serbuk pun boleh..
* kelapa parut sebiji

--> tumbuk jer sume bahan 2 diatas sampai sebati.. Kalo malas sgt blend jer laa... pastue tumis kan sampai naik bau...agk2 dah sebati tumis tue, masukkan kelapa perut tue td.. Gaul sssehingga sebati.. So simple...
then, nak mkn urap nie; kna aade ulam sikit.. baru laaa sedap.. so, rebus laa taugeh ker, kacang botol ker, kacaang pjg ker, ulam raja, pucuk paku, etc.. SS makan dengan kacang pjg, taugeh, and pegaga.. sedappp..!!!!!

Selamat Mencuba..!!

Indahnya cinta . . .

boyfriend : saya rasa kena kita break skrg..


girlfriend : kenapa?awak tak sayang kat saya dah ke?


boyfriend : sebab saya sayang awklah saya kena break dgn awak..


girlfriend : jadi kenapa?


boyfriend : tiap2 hari awak call saya,msj saya,tanya khabar saya..tapi awak call tak mak


                     awak tiap2 hari?


girlfriend : (diam)..


boyfriend : saya kesian dekat mak ayah awak..saya takpela.. couple ni dosa tp lelaki


tanggung dosa dia sendiri..tapi awak tak..sebelum awak kahwin,mak & ayah awak akn 


tanggung dosa awak..awak tak kesian ke kat mak & ayah awak?awak call saya tiap2 


hari sedangkan saya tak menanggung awak pun kecil2 dulu..mak ayah awak yg jaga 


awak sampai sekarang.


girlfriend : hurm..


boyfriend : awak tunggu saya boleh?kalau ada jodoh kita,saya akan kembali pada 


awak bila saya dah berjaya dan bila saya dah membentuk diri saya supaya saya layak 


membimbing awak dan kita boleh berpimpin tangan ke syurga ALLAH..INSYAALLAH..




girlfriend : mulanya saya susah nak terima tapi saya sedar saya mesti menyayangi ibu 


bapa saya dulu..terima kasih awak.


indahnya cinta kalau ia terpelihara sehinggalah ia menjadi cinta yang diredhai Allah...

Sukuk..

Salam...
Todays topic is SUKUK.. What is sukuk. basically, urrmmm SS sendri pun krg paham sukuk ni aper.. hahaha.. Then I need to prepare for the presentation next week..

Then I should prepare myself with all the possibililties that might arise during the presentation.. Ye laaa, takot2 ade teknikal problem ker, or ade soalan2 maut dr classmates ke.. Kte mane laa nak taw kann.. Skali xdapat jawab, habis laaaa...

So, now I need to complete the slide with Iskandar and Dya Yaya... Last minute buat, so maybe xde laa gempak mane punnn kannn.. Till then.. babai..!!

Hell Week..!!

Salam..

Now, I feel like my feet is not in the ground anymore.!! Getting tired with all this..!!  I have to meet the deadline of assignment + Test + Quizzes.. Huhhh..!!! I need some strength.. I need to regain my power.. Cepat laaa Khamis nie berlalu pergi.. SS dah letih nak hadap sume benda nie tanpa henti.. Sampai nak tido pun rase xtenang.. 

Im done with  MD Test.. Ntah laaa... Xtaw laaa bole perform ke x.. but the most important thing is I do it by myself... Kalo markah rendah skali pun, skurang2 nyer ia adlh atas usaha sy sndr instead of cheating in doing exam or test.. Actually thats the reason why during test, Im always looking for the front seat if possible.. Bcoz I want to free myself from it..  Mmg laaa rase geram, but then tue jalan yg dorg pilih.. Test MD td ramai gler yg bawak toyol.. Blum campur lg yg berbincang kann.. Well, evryone has their own way of thinking..  Maybe people around me might think that Im being too conservative or old-minded.. BUT that is me.. I dont want to be another person except as a SYAFIQAH SULAIMAN... Im proud to be me..

Actually, SS pegang kata ustazah Arab kesayangan SS, Pn Anida; dyer kater kamu jgn sekali-kali cube mengotorkan hati kamu dengan pkr2 yg mungkin boleh membawa kamu ke jalan yg mnyesatkan kamu sdr.. She said, based on research, ank2 akan mewarisi ilmu dan kepandaian dari ibu mereka dan akan mewarisi sikap dari bapa mereka.. Cube renungkan apee kepandaian yg anda warisi dari mak anda.. Plus, try tgk ape sikap yg kamu warisi dr bapa kamu.. Now, imgine (for girls) macam mane ank2 anda nant nak mwarisi kpandaian anda sedangkan anda sendri x pasti ape yg anda blajar dan ketahui selama nie... And for guys, xkan korg nak ank2 korg in future pun mniru jugak dalam kelas.. For sure we dont want our next generation being such a dullard person and having a -ve attitude in themself... 

Enough about that, now I need to equipped myself with necessary input for me to sit for the IFM Test.. Huh, another tough paper.. BUT i do most worry on this upcoming Monetary Test.. In fact, Im still wonder what I've learned for all this 2 month.. I need to catch up as fast as possible.. 

Mom, wish me luck..!! Im doing all this, just for u..!! Love u mom.. !! 

Dear Abah, I also doing this for u.. How I wish that u are here.. How I wish that I can share with u all my achievement...Plus, when I need person to rely on, I think of u the most.. Seriously I miss u damn muh, abah..!!! I'll keep praying for u.. I do believe that u'll be proud to having me as ur daughter in this world...
* cant continue writing since Im already crying for missing my dad..

Love u Mak..!! Love u Abah..!!

Laporan Cuti Mid-Term..

Salam..

Berakhir sudah percutianku selama seminggu di teratak kesayanganku di Kajang.. Hehehe.. Ishh, sekejap jer rasenyer cuti kali niee.. Pejam celik pejam celik, da kena balik Melaka... Rase x puas sgt.. Nak cuti lagi..!!!

Kalo laaa VC UiTM nie ade anak truna yg still available, konfem SS pegy ngorat.. Dengan harapan boleh dapat extra cuti drpd org lain laaa kaann.. Persoalannya, itupun kalo ade anak truna.. Even kalo ade skali pun, blm tentu laaa that guy nak pandang kite nie kaaann.. Nasib baik sedar dri awal2.. Hahahaha...

Artue nak balik umah, punyer laa semnagat bawak balik buku sepikul.. Berat gler.. At last, nak dijadikan crite, SS x usik pape pun.. Byk btol dugaan kalo stdy kat umah nie.. Bru jer nak stdy, TV dok tayang cter best laa... Bru jer nak gy amik buku, mak ajak kuar pulak.. Bru jer ade nawaitu nak wat nota, rase nak tido dlu laa... Dugaan sungguh..!!!

Dah laa, after mid term break nie ade test2 yg sedia menanti untuk dijawab.. Plus, dgn submission assgmnt lagi.. Yg nampak SS wat kejer pun cume assgmnt Managerial Economics.. Itupun sebab nak kna submit this Monday.. Kalo x, mmg sah2 laaa groupmate ku yg tercinta itu xkan buat kann.. Then, keje SS edit both of them punyer keje and gather kan.. Itu jer laa keje midterm saya yer... Terror kannn..

So, now I already in Melaka.. Thus, I have to keep in track back.. Common laaa Syafiqah.. Jgn main2 sgt bole x.. Pls do remember ur nawaitu and ur lovely fmly.. Hope I can cope with all the hardness and stressness of this campus life... May Allah guide me for evry single steps in my life seeking for His barakah ...Amiinnn.. 'Rabbi Yasir wala Tuassir'..

Chaiyo'

11 - 11 -11

Salam..
Today 11 November 2011.. Such a nice date.. Untung laa, ramai yang nak mengabadikan kenangan pada tarikh nie.. maybe ade yg btunang or nikah, or etc... malangnyer, saya xdpt nak abdikan pape knangan terindah pada tarikh nie.. kalo nak tunggu 2020, agak mustahil laa sikit since mane ade tarikh 20.20.2020...!! IMPOSSIBLE..!! Alaa, sebenarnya tiap2 hari adlh hari yg istimewa tok stiap org.. Bezanya cuma cara setiap individu tue mencorakkan kehidupan sehariannya..

Actually, I juz want to share one interesting fact here.. For those yg lahir pada tarikh nie dan dilahirkan di Terengganu akan mempunyai 8 angka " 1 " pada kad pengenalan dorg... Means like this 111111-11-xxxx.....
wahh, senang gler nk ingt no ic camtue kannn... only need to remember the last 4 digit..best2..

Talking about Terengganu, now im missing all da moment that I have in Dungun.. Alaaa, rindunyer dekat kawan2 disana.. The most important thing, thanx to AKAM a.k.a MR ASH krn still sentiasa ingt SS dekat sini... I do appreciate this friendship.. U're always there when I need u the most.. Thanx for being a good frenz..

Till then,

I need ur commitment..!! Please...!!!

Salam..
SS tgh bengang gler2 skang nie.. Hello, tolong arrr... im deal with the degree student and not a kindergarden studnt.. Arggghhh.. Juz imagine, brape byk mase SS bagi dorg mase tok wat asgmnt tue.. Then I ask them to submit it to my email by today (Wednesday)... BUT, none of them havent sent it to me yet..


Hello, korg ingt saya nie kuli korg ker.. Senang2 jer korg nak buat sesuka hati..Bile fiqa ajak buat before cuti mid term, msg2 sibuk laaa... Bz ngan test laa... Macam laa SS nie de test jugak kann.. Alasan nanti " fiqa xper, fiqa pandai.. bace skejap jer trus dapat ingat"... Persoalannya skarang bukan pandai atau x... BUT ur commitment to ur group.. Kalo fiqa x gerak, korang mmg lagi laa x gerak kannn.. Pleassseeee, berubah laaa...


One of them, just message me saying that she want to send it tomorrow (Thursday).. Hello, mmg SS nie xde kejer kann dok mnunggu email korg yg tak kunjung tiber tue.. Kalo asgnmnt nie anta hari khamis ker, xper la jugak.. but we have to submit it on Monday by 0830 AM....Ingt sempat ker nak print.. Plus, I have to edit evry single thing that korg buat.. Xkan nak main submit camtue jer.. Kna laa check dulu, btol atau x... Tension laa camnie...


Juz imagine, kalo korg dah keje, korg kna kejar deadline kann.. Xkan esok nak anta, bru malam nie terhegeh-hegeh nak buat.. Plus, at that time u have to work in team, right.. Haaa, time tue korg tunjuk laaa prangai korg yg cantik sgt nie.. Konfem2 korg dapat warning dr pihak atasan nanti..


Yeah, Im PERFECTIONIST... If possible, evry single thing I want to be in the right time and position.. But I tend to realize that I cant be a perfectionist person.. The more I try to be a perfect person, the more mistake I made.. Thats why, Fiqa bertoleransi dengan korang.. Fiqa ikut rentak korg.. Fiqa bagi mase tok korang buat.. Fiqa bagi pluang dekat korang tok tunjukkan kebolehan msg2... At last, msg2 nak pijak kpala fiqa kannn.. msg2 naik lemak..


* Sorry if this entry might hurt to that particular persons if they read it.. it just that I cant hold it anymore.. Then, one way to reduce the level of my 'bengang' is to burst it out in this blog.. Sorry again, guys...

I need ur commitment,

Hanis Halim's Engagement

Salam..

One of my frens during my scondary school already engaged to her beloved one... Alhamdulillah.. Congratz my dear Cik Hanis yang manis..Woww, majlis grand ggler kott.. Bertunang jer, tapi dah nmpak mcm majlis kahwin.. Dengan khemah, pelamin, baju pengantin, kateering.. xpe laa cik anis ramai yg tolong sponsor kann.. For sure kalo kahwin nanti lagi hebat dr majlis tunang nie... Both of them tunang and will marry after Hanis finish her degree.. Now she's furthering her studies on degree in science (Physic) at UiTM Shah Alam..

Seronoknya tgk org dah tunang.. At the end of this month, my kakak angkat a.k.a Kak Ziana will engage to her Cik Hanafi... Wahhh, ni lagi sorg.. Baru degree part 3, ade hati nak tunang yer..!! Saya marah nie.. hahaha.. haha, mungkin kak zana dah sampai seru awal kott.. Masalahnyer sekarang awak tunag dekat PD.. Camne yer saya nak dtg.. Nanti kalo ade kesempatan, saya akan datang yer.. I'll try my best to attend ur engagement ceremony...

Wahhh, SS jeles tgk sume dah sibuuk dok bertunang.. Then, I ask my mom " Mak, kalo kak chik bertunang skarang bole x..??" Then seperti diduga, jawapan mak saya " Dah ade calon ker..?? Dah banyak sangat duit nak bertunang sekarang?? Kalo da gatal sgt, xyah tunang2, trus kahwin jerrr...

Perggghhh, ayat mak sungguh menyentap sanubari ku ini.. Hahaha... Padahal sekadar ingin menguji mak jerrr..Hahaha, mak cakap xyah nak bercinta atau berkahwin awal.. Keje dulu, bantu kluarga dulu.. Tue lagi berkat.. 

THEN, soalan maut dr mak.." Kak Chik da ade boyfren ke..?? Haaaa.. terpinga2 SS kejap.. Then, dengan muka selamba badak, SS cakap xnak laaa kapel2 niee.. Kalo ade nant, trus kahwin jerr.. Nak bercinta lepas kahwin, lagi sronok.. lagi sweet kannn.. Kalo adik nak kahwin dulu or langkah bendul pun xper.. Kak Chik xkesah.. Trus terdiam mak bile SS ckp camtuu...

Pape pun lets time decide everything... Kalo ade jodoh, ade laaa... Xkesah pun dengan sape sebenarnya.. Andai kata tiada jodoh ku di dunia ini, biarlah daku berbakti dengan ibuku dan keluargaku tersayang... Aminnn..

Here, I share my frens engagement photo:

So sweet my dear

Hanis Halim & Farid Othman

Kawan2 SMKSI
Usamah, Aminah, Aziira and Syafiqah

Hantaran pihak lelaki (Pink +Putih)

Kenangan...

Semoga berkekalan.. Kahwin jangan lupe jemput..!!!

Salam AidilAdha

كل عام وانتم بخير

* Pulut Kuning + Rendang = Marvellous..!!!

Doa Sebuah Cinta

Ya 'Aziz...

Jika Cinta Adalah KETERTAWANAN

Tawanlah Aku Dengan Cinta Kepada-Mu

Agar Tidak Ada Lagi Yang Dapat Menawanku Selain Engkau

Ya Rohiim...
Jika Cinta Adalah PENGORBANAN
Tumbuhkan Niat Dari Semua Pengorbananku
Semata-mata Tulus Untuk-Mu
Agar Aku Ikhlas Menerima Apapun Keputusan-Mu

Ya Robbii...

Jika Rindu Adalah KESAKITAN

Yang Tidak Menemukan Muaranya

Penuhilah Rasa Sakitku

Dengan Rindu KEpada-Mu

Dan Jadikan Kematianku Sebagai

Muara Pertemuanku Dengan-Mu

Ya Robbii...
Jika Sayang Adalah MEMPERSONAKAN
Ikatlah Aku Dengan Pesona-Mu
Agar Damai Senantiasa Kurasakan
Saat Terucap Syukurku Atas Nikmat Dari-Mu

Ya Allah...

Jika Kasih Adalah KEBAHAGIAAN

Yang Tiada Bertepi

Tumbuhkan Kebahagiaan Dalam Hidupku

Disaat Kupersembahkan Sesuatu Kepada-Mu

Ya Allah...
Hatiku Hanya Cukup Untuk Satu Cinta
Jika Aku Tak Dapat Mengisinya Dengan Cinta Kepada-Mu
Kemanakah Wajahku Hendak Kusembunyikan Dari-Mu

Ya Ar-Rahiim...
Berikan Alas Kaki Buat Hamba Agar Jalan Yg Kutapaki Terasa Nikmat
Meski Penuh Dengan Bebatuan Runcing & Duri Yang Tajam
Hamba Sedar Semua Ini Milikmu Dan Suatu Saat
Jika Kau Kehendaki Semuanya Akan Kembali Jua Kepada-Mu
Hamba pasrahkan kehidupan hamba kepada-Mu.

(Lutfi S.Fauzan)

I Have a Stalker...!!

Salam...
Excited gler bile tulis tajuk entry nih... hahaha.. OMG..!!! Malu nyer...!!! Speechless... 
Atually,this blog is just like my personal diary and only certain persons know the existence of this blog..


BUT.....


Unfortunately, almost half of my girls classmates know about it... alahai... xtaw nak cakap ape bile dowg bangkitkan isu blog nih.. I really wonder how they can get thru of this blog...Then after soal selidik dilakukan, rupa2nyer, ia x dilakukan oleh sape2 pun.. it just that my link in this blog appear automatically in my facebook info.. i dont know how this thing could happen.. Ntah laaa, since SS sendiri agak buta IT sikit.. hahaha


Alahai, serius malu kot dengan korg sume... But, after think about it thoroughly, I tend to realize, its normal laaa kottt.. Since, i guess evryone will experiencing the same thing as what I've go through...At first, rase nak delete gak entry2 terdahulu tue.. But, i guess no need laaaa.. I want to keep it as part of my memory in life... Nant boleh tunjuk kat anak cucu plak.. hahaha.. Mngarut jerrr...


Btw,the next two day will be AidilAdha.. So, Salam Aidiladha.. Sdelamat menjalankan ibadah Qurban.. Semoga pengorbanan kita yang x seberapa sebagai HambaNya ini, mampu dinilai oleh Sang Pencipta...
InshaAllah...Semoga Allah mempermudahkan segala urusan hidupku.. Robbi Yasir Wala Tuas'sir.. 


Salam Aidiladha,

Test Test Test

Salam...
today i have investment test.. How i wish i could postpone it.. Since i guess im not ready enough to sit for this test.. :(

Smalam, SS sakit; food poisoning.. Then, SS konfem2 laa xleyh nk stdy kann.. Plus, today i have to sit for the test... Arggghhhhh.... Mdm Nura Lina, bole postpone x..???

Wateva it is, no matter what, i should face it.. nie lah org kate dugaan mase blajar.. So, by hook or by crook, I have to sit for this investment test... Mom, wish me luck..!!!

now need to continue my reading.. bye..!!!

Wish me luck,

Usah Risau Jika Belum Berpunya...

Resah. Gelisah. Seraut wajah termenung jauh.

"Orang lain semua dah kahwin, tinggal aku sorang saja".
Sekeping hati bermonolog. Monolog itu disusuli tujahan prasangka.

"Aku tak cantik ke?"
"Aku kurang bergaya ke?"
"Ataupun pasal gaji aku tak seberapa?"
"Aku tak pandai meng'ayat' agaknya."

Mungkin itulah kerisauan yang memberat di minda mujda mudi yang belum berpunya. Rasa rendah diri, stres & gelojak rasa ingin memiliki membuatkan mereka berusaha memenangi hati & memiliki seseorg tanpa mengenal batas hala & haram. Yg penting, dapat.

Pilu hati ini melihat remaja yg merana kerana cinta. Pilu kerana walaupun mereka sudah merasai peritnya penangan cinta dusta, mereka masih tidak mampu mengarah diri mencari cinta hakiki. Tak serik-serik lg. Diri diperhamba menangih cinta sementara hgga sanggup berkonflik dgn Pencipta cinta. Semua batasan-Nya diredah segala. Tak kenal dosa pahala.

Oh, remaja!

Cinta sebelum kahwin itu hanya menjerumus ke lembah dosa & zina. Jika mampu bertahan ke jinjang pelamin sekalipun, percayalah bahawa rumah tangga itu tidak akan berkat. Apa tidaknya, asanya dibina drp dosa & maksiat. Mana mungkin dapat menegakkan tiang takwa yg utuh kecuali dinaik taraf dgn taubat. Rumah tangga akan menjadi tawar & hambar. Semuanya dah dirasa & terbiasa, nak rasa nimatnya apa lagi? Anak-anak menjadi mangsa. Terimalah ia sbg hukuman dunia. Amat pedih. Namun, terlalu sedikit berbanding pedihnya hukuman abadi di negeri sana.

Ku hembus nasihat ini kpdmu hai remaja tanda sayangku tidak terhingga. Bagi para gadis yg belum berpunya, andalah pilihan-pilihan Allah utk masih mekar terpelihara sehingga tiba pula giliran anda mendpt seruan, yakinlah.

Jgn risau jika masih belum berpunya kerana mungkin Allah ingin beri ketenangan dulu buat anda untuk terus melangkah menggapai cita-cita. Usah peningkan kepala. Dia menguji anda sedikit masa lg.

Begitu juga buat pemuda yg belum berpunya, '1st thing 1st'. Utamakn yg lbh penting drp ap yg penting. Kenali prioriti anda skrg. Jika mmg dah smpi saat nak memiliki, tabahlah & teruskn berusaha. Ingat, pastikan waktu nk berusaha tu anda mmg dah betul-betul mampu & sedia.

Memiliki seorg isteri solehah ibarat memiliki dunia & seisinya. Sudah tentu jalan utk mendapatkan sesuatu yg istimewa amat berliku & bnyk cabaran. Jgn putus asa. Rasa mulialah dgn usaha yg dicurahkan walaupun pinangan pernah ditolak. Usah rasa malu & terhina kerana Allah menilai setiap usaha selagi berjalan dilandasan-Nya. Teruskan berusaha!

Ingat, usaha yg Allah redha shj. Bagaimana? Dgn SMS siang malam? Atau bergayut ditelefon memanjang? Atau ajak keluar, belanja makan? Begitukah?

Berusahalah menyediakan diri & pikatlah ibu bapanya terlebih dahulu, itu tip memikat wanita beriman. Sebaik-baiknya gunakan org perantaraan utk lebih menjaga warak & iman.

Seringkali, seseorg mencari kekasih ibarat dia mendaki gunung yg tinggi. Pepohon berduri sanggup diredah, curam & jurang sabar ditempuh. Namun, apabila dia memilikinya, didapati insan yg dikejar itu dedaunan kering cuma. Begitulah perumpamaan sia-sianya usaha yg tak disalur dgn suluhan petunjuk Al-Quran & Sunah.

Beringatlah, urusan jodoh tidak ke mana. Sudah sedia tercatat seungkap nama di Loh Mahfuz utk kita. Ianya urusan yg pasti. Apa yg tak pasti, sama ada kita mendapatkannya cara mulia atau sebaliknya. Wallahu'alam..~

1st Thing 1st:

- Ijazah
- Kerjaya
- Berbakti kpd Ibu Bapa
- Berumah Tangga>>>>>REDHA ALLAH..~

(copying from facebook)

Stay single,

JPA oh JPA

Morning..!!!
Arinie SS sekadar nak kongsi cerita jerr... Before this SS ade apply for JPA Scholarship.. Then result dyer kuar ari jumaat tue.. pastue nak dijadikan cter, result tue boleh disemak pukul 5.00pm.. then SS check laa around 8.30 camtue laa.. Alhamdulillah, SS berjaya dapat sholarship tuee...

But then, it states there that we only can enter e-penawaran system after 10pm.. oke, fine..SS online balik kul 10.30... System down.. SS try laaa sampai pukul 2.00 am but still xboleh.. the next day, i try it the system said that 'harap maaf.. sistem penawaran hanya dibuka dari jam 5.00pm 30/09/2011 sehingga 30/09/2011.. means to say that dari pukul 10pm sampai 1200am jer e-penawaran system tue bukak.. perghhh, tolong laa... tension kowttt..

SS harap pihak jpa dapat mningkatkan mutu sistem dorg.. at least xde laa pngguna lain rase ralat nanti kannn..
:(

lastly, SS harap sangat dapat masuk system tue.. SS mmg mgharap sgt laa dapat JPA nie.. PLs.. SS sampai bernazar, kalo dapat JPA nie SS nak sedekah sikit sekat org yg memerlukamn.. I do hope that i can access the system soon...

Wish me luck,

Pencil & Eraser -Touching Story

Pencil & Eraser -Touching Story
by Islam Youth شباب الإسلام (copying from Facebook)

Pencil: I’m sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn’t do anything wrong.
Pencil: I’m sorry because you get hurt because of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you’re always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That’s true. But I don’t really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I’ll be gone and you’ll replace me with a new one, I’m actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad.

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They’re always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way, they get hurt, and become smaller / older, and eventually pass on. Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad. All my life, I’ve been the pencil. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day. For I know that one day, all that I’m left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have.

Moral: We never know the love of our parents for us till we have become parents.
*** I miss my Dad..(Mr Sulaiman Bin Dalan).. Hope u'll rest in peace there.. I'll pray for u abah.. love u damn much...

Derma Darah...

Hari nie SS gembira sangat.. Rasenyer macam hilang sume duka yang SS alami.. Alhamdulillah... Thanx Ya Allah, for this gift..

Im happy today bcoz im able to donate my blood today..SS derma 450 ml.. This is my 3rd time donating blood.. So, xde laaa nervous or takut sgt kannn.. Ehm, mula2 kna check dulu kandungan hemoglobin kita.. Ehm, lbh kurang kadar kepekatan darah laaa... Kita hanya akan layak menderma darah bila kepekatan kita melebihi 12.5.. kalo xsilap laa ea... SS punyer 14.5...pekat kannn.. So, means darah i sihat laa kannn.. hehehe..

Next stage, pergi check up dekat doctor yg btugas.. Doctor tue juz nak memastikan yg kita btul2 cukup fit tok derma darah.. Doctor tue akan tanye same ade kita cukup tido atau x.. then, da breakfast ke blm, etc...

Pastu, saat2 yg dinantikan, derma darah laaa kann.. Time nie tibe2 SS mcm takut plak.. hahaha.. Dah biase kna cucuk jarum pun still takut2 gak laaa... Mase mula2 kna cucuk tue, mmg sakit.. boleh tahan jugak laa... But here, i want to share something.. haaa, kalo xnak rase takut or nervous sgt, jgn laa brani2 kan dri tgk nurse tu cucuk jarum.. alihkan laa pandangan anda tu yerr.. juz tahan sakit sikit laaa... then evrything will be fine..One more thing, SS dapat penuhkan beg darah tue dalam mase 4minit je taww.. nurse tu pun mcm trkjut.. haaa, terror kannn...

SS happy derma darah nie sebab nie lah salah satu cara SS dapat buat tok bantu golongan2 yg kurang bernasib baik.. SS bukan ade harta tok didermakan.. Sekadar cukup tok makan dan pakai jerr.. So, this is one of my charity work.. Sekurang-kurangnyer selama 22 tahun SS hidup nie, xde lah SS hidup tanpa mnghulurkan sebarang bantuan... SS mampu membantu sekadar yg termampu.. InshaAllah, kalo SS dmurahkan rezeki kelak, SS akan buat lagi amal jariah.. Aminn.. Doakanlah SS jumpe ngan anak raje ker.. Wahhh, demand tinggi plak kannn.. hahahaha....

Till then,

Drama Drama Drama

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله

Drama Drama Drama... Ade yg kita suka, ade jugak yang kita x suke... ade gembira, ade jugak sedih.. Ade mnangis, ade juga ketawa.. Ade mase sihat, ade mase jugak kita akan sakit.. But, pls do remember; sume benda tue laaa yang mematangkan kita.. Kalo xde suma element2 drama nie dalam khidupan, for sure hidup kita akan sunyi jer kann.. Sentiasa bosan sebab x challenging langsung..


Kadang2 kita sendiri yang akan rase letih dengan sume nie.. Apetah lagi kalo khidupan kita seharian sentiasa disulami dengan element2 yang mampu mngalirkan air mata... Penat...!!! Penat sangat...


Apakah yang kita sering harapkan dalam sebuah perhubungan..?? Mungkin ramai yang akan mngatakan kasih sayang, kejujuran, keikhlasan dan sebagainya.. But for SS, dalam ape jua sahaja perhubungan ; xkira hubungan persahabtan, percintaan mahupun hubungan kekeluargaan, da most important ingredients is ur understanding towards another party..  


Kalo kita bole memahami pihak yang satu lagi, InsyaAllah element2 yg lain akan ikut serta dalam perhubungan itu.. Bayangkan, kalo kita paham boyfren or girlfren kita; konfem2 kita taw ape yg dye suka and yg dye xsuke. thus, it will make the relationship become more harmony.. bila dah harmoni, sudah pasti laaa timbul laaa kasih sayang, kjujuran antara satu sama lain kann... 


Sometimes, we also need to consider jgak... x sume org senang difahami.. Mungkin SS adlh salah seorang drpd golongan yg sukar dfahami itu.. Especially bile tibe bab percintaan.... Bukan ape SS cume ingin plihara dri SS yg sememangnya x sempurna ini dr anasir2 negatif.. Ramai yg masih sukar nak paham pendirian SS.. Jujurnya SS bukan nak berlagak alim ataupun cuba meraih perhatian dengan berkata sedemikian.. Ia adalah sekadar pegangan hidup yang SS pegang dan cuba pelihara.. Im not a romantic person, apetah lg nak berjiwang2 kannn... 


SS sedih sgt bile org sesuka hati menuding jari kat SS atas ksilapan yg SS xterniat pun nak lakukan.. Kdg2 dowg sume nie xpaham dan xcue letakkan dri dorg kat tempat SS.. SS xsuke nak bising2, dan akhirnya SS diamkan jerr. SS pendam jer prasan.. Sebab bg SS, ape laa sangat dengan tduhan mereka tue, kalo nak dbandingkan dengan nilai persahabtan atau percintaan yang telah terbina lama.. Berdiam diri bkan bererti mengalah, tetapi sekadar tidak ingin memburukkan keadaan saje.. Selagi mane SS boleh telan, SS akan telan... To all my dearest fren, pls dont jump into conclusion without knowing da real stuation.. Kdg2 ksian dekat my sis: Dya Yaya yg terpaksa juga hadapi sume nie.. Sorry kak...Korg x rase sakit bile dtuduh atu dipandang serong atas sesuatu yang korag xpasti puncanya.. Fikirkanlah...


Ya Allah, brikanlah hambamu ini kekuatan untuk menempuh segalanya.. Sesungguhnya aku redha dengan setiap ujianMu... Amiinn... 


Teruslah bergerak, hingga kelelahan itu lelah mengikutimu.
Teruslah berlari, hingga kebosanan itu bosan mengejarmu.
Teruslah berjalan, hingga keletihan itu letih bersamamu.
Teruslah bertahan, hingga kefuturan itu futur menyertaimu.
Tetaplah berjaga, hingga kelesuan itu lesu menemanimu.”
-KH Rahmat Abdullah-


p/s: Semoga Allah memperlembutkan hatimu agar dapat menerima keadaan yang sebenar.. Semoga jalinan ukhwah yang terbina selama ini dapat dipelihara dan dilindungi olehNya.. I miss the moment that we share together.. :(


Hope everything will be fine soon,

New semester..

Salam...

Sorry.. lame gler x update.. busy sgt mngalahkan menteri plak kannn.. bukan xnak update sebenarnye.. masalah kesibukan dan kekangan internet yg mnyebabkan rase malas bertandang tok update blog nih...

Now, im in the new semester.. BBAF4C..!! sekejap jer rasenyer.. i still have one semester befoe proceeds for my internship.. then, saya akan bergelar seorang siswazah selepas itu.. InsyaAllah.. Hope dats after finishing my internship, im able to enter the workforce immediately.. xnak laaa mnganggur lame2.. sape nak bayar hutang PTPTN nant...

As usual: semester baru, azam baru laaa kannn.. Ya Allah, Ya Rabb permudahkan lah urusan ku dalam mengejar dan mendaki cita-citaku.. Berkatilah setiap langkahku dalam berjihad mencari keredhaanMu.. Sesungguhnya kuatkan lah hati hambamu yang lemah ini agar sentiasa tabah dan kuat dalam menghadapi setiap halangan dan dugaanMu.. Semestinya setiap dugaanMu itu adalah lambang kasih sayangMu terhadap hambamu ini..Bukakan lah intu hatiku, luaskanlah mindaku, agar aku memahami ape yg pensyarah ku ajarkan dan seterusnya mempraktikkannya dalam kehidupanku.. Amin...

And for this new semester, SS duduk kat hostel baru berhampiran UiTM KBM nih.. quite nice.. bayaran pun agak cantik... i hav to pay RM700 for one semester to stay here..!!! OMG... Habis duit kumpul mase cuti sem..But then, I hav no other choice.. xpelaaaa... ikhlaskan je laaa sume tue.. mane laaa taw ade hikmah kannn.. ye laaa, i dont have to travel daily by bus anymore.. pnat aw travel tiap2 ari.. ank kna kejar bus lg.. Plus, kalo ade klas mala pun senang.. Da most important thing is, SS ngan Dya Yaya duduk jauh or duduk dekat skalipun, both of us still da earliest to arrive among da girls.. Bagus.. Harap dapat amalkan sikap nie sampai bile2 pun.. Nak kejer nanti pun senang laaa...

* jgn biasakan datang lambat.. sebab xbagus untuk diri, keluarga dan org yg terdekat dgn kita... Sekadar renungan shj...

Till then,

Cinta Kita

Teuku Wisnu & Shireen Sungkar

Inilah aku apa adanya
Yang ingin membuatmu bahagia
Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
Sesempurna cintaku padamu

Ini cintaku apa adanya
Yang ingin selalu di sampingmu
Ku tahu semua tiada yg sempurna
Di bawah kolong langit ini

Jalan kita masih panjang
Ku ingin kau selalu disini

Biar cinta kita tumbuh harum mewangi
Dan dunia menjadi saksinya
Untuk apa kita membuang-buang waktu
Dengan kata kata perpisahan

Demi cinta kita aku akan menjaga
Cinta kita yg telah kita bina
Walau hari terus berganti hari lagi
Cinta kita abadi selamanya

Jalan kita masih panjang
Ku ingin kau selalu disini

Biar cinta kita tumbuh harum mewangi
Dan dunia menjadi saksinya
Untuk apa kita membuang-buang waktu
Dengan kata kata perpisahan

Demi cinta kita aku akan menjaga
Cinta kita yg telah kita bina
Walau hari terus berganti hari lagi
Cinta kita abadi selamanya